As I sit at home trying to do things around the house to get ready to hit the road, I find myself once again on the PC. Trying to configure email accounts and all sorts of business stuff. I really should finish packing, and try taking a nap. I got about 4 hours of sleep this morning. Hubby nor I could sleep last night so after watching some Smallville we hit the computers doing our own things. Quality time? Sure why not. I am only going to be gone 3-4 days, so I'll take what I can get. (notice the ONLY in there) Memorials are never easy but this one will be super hard for me. (My grandmother passed away 2 weeks ago) I will be seeing family I have not seen in many years. Seeing Cousins I have never met. (They are younger then my kiddos, at least the older two. So there is a degree of shyness going on. Even though it IS family. Why haven't we seen eachother? I am not sure. I have gotten Christmas cards and pictures from one Uncle and family through the years, but everyone else till recently has been void. It breaks my heart it takes Grandma's passing for MOST (brother and Sis in law in Cali are unable to make it) of us to get together. But I will cherish this time as my children get to meet a side of the family they haven't met or were to young to remember last seeing them.
So as I pack my things up and wait for my car to be fixed, that's a whole other story, I sit remembering the times with my Grandma. her crazy things she did or said. The love she showed me through the years. The Holidays spent with her. So many memories. I loved her very much and I hope her last memory of me was that of love.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Males
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